Just Desserts

The travesty of my first visit to the dentist in sevenish years, needing to end up exactly where you deserve to be in life for your own salvation, the double-edged delusion of "imposter syndrome," possibly taking a break after these 100 episodes, calling myself out for avoiding the subject of the last few episodes, watching Bo Burnham's "Inside" finally, being predictably discouraged by it, the inevitable shortcomings of the creative act, the presence of the spirit in Dylan and David Foster Wallace's work, the spiritual quality of a creative life, and needing to finally live a life that mirrors the creative values I've been espousing. Music by Disasterpeace.